How are you guys doing? I hope all yourdoings are going well. Yeahh Alhamdulillah, Allah still giving me opportunity to update this "OLDME" blog again! The previous entry that i've been written for a few month ago, yet i feel like i just wrote that entry yesterday. As many people say time flies so fast. And absolutely no looking back for the past.
Today, i am in 6th semester of my studies. That why i already told you about my previous post. hehe Yeah in fact is im getting older from year to year. Im gonna miss my young age. And miss for the thing that has happened throughout my lifetime. ;( Although, i'd faced for rough and tough moment in every seconds and minutes, eventually made me stronger enough than before. I'd kept them as my bitter moment that i'll never forget until ultimate time.
If i count on people that have hurting me damn so much, my heart would never keep calm and have serenity in my life. Allah is very nice to me. Just merely to HIM, i slowly down my ego and my frustration toward them as i could. I feel discontented instead of. Yeahh let it go! I want to find my serenity of life with HIM. Ignore other says to me. Chill!
Let continue talking about my studies. haha. As you know that, i was in 6th semester, and i have to face for final year project (FYP)! But, on next semester la. hehe. Eventhough it begins on next semester, my heart beat entirely so fast. I even not looking up for supervisor yet! And now, i don't know how to start with. hmm. Aiyyoo. What happened with me,huh? That's one problem.
The other problem: this semester is really make me stressed out!!! ;( But it's not a big deal problem. As usual, i have 4 aasignment that i have to deal with. Ohh i forgot! hahahah actually i was in midsem break. 7weeks remaining more. The problem is after midsem break!! :( i'd to present and talking in front a lot of people, It makes me nervous because, since me as student for a few semester before, i do not exposedly and customly to do presentation. The real is, this semester is driving me nuts! I assure people who read this will dissatisfy with me right? Hahaha Surely, you would say,"Alaa presentation takda lah banyak sangat, dah menggelabah.>_< aku lagi teruk weh." hahaha. Its okay. Different people, different criterion, right? Opss. hahah Whateva lah. Maybe i have struggling on this kind of test. And you have your own struggles. I admitted it!:) Chill!
Life is hard. Have to struggle these and those. Yes, consequently it all for ourselves. For our satisfying,desiring and striving. We do always complaining our live and start comparing with other live. Are we still make our heart blind? or Just physically open our eyes and still can't determine the wrong so that we genuinely fix ourselves better? As a human, we do mistakes. Even we sorry for the mistakes and promise not doing it again. But we stay doing that. Yes, regret is must. Prove it by your action not just only word. :) I want to write more, but i have to move on (*eyes rolling up*) from writing more. If i would not stop by here, it will become worse hehe (*ghost emoji*)
okayy done updating new entry! Have a blessed life everybody! Zai Jian!
Thanks for reading this post! I really appreciate it :) May the benefit will come over you!
HAI SEMUA VISITORS! A few days before, aku dah start cuti sem. Cuti sem yang ke 5. Tak sangka sekejap betul masa berlalu pergi. Teringat masa 1st sem dulu. Susah nak adapt suasana di universiti. Betullah kata orang, CULTURE SHOCK sangat. hahaha The moment that i will never forget. Aku ingatkan bila masuk U, aku boleh lah jadi dean list macam di matrik dulu. haha Tapi sayang, it getting worst. In shaa Allah , dengan pertolongan Allah i still can catchup if i were aware from my daydream. Bila buka blog ni, aku rasa hiba. Nak nangis pun ada. Sebab aku terkenang dengan memori dulu2. Terutama masa first time nak buka blog.
i was too noob. Actually all these began with my brother. He usually used his blog to update about stories related to seerah and also kisah2 zaman nabi2 terdahulu. and eventually, i got involved too. He introduced me with this blog. And i acknowledge that my blog is not kevavoomm like his blog. (*mata naik ke atas*) hahaha Blog ni dah bersarang lama dah. Beberapa tahun yang dulu dah blog ni di create oleh aku. i so sayang this blog too much. This blog always brought me into 6 years back when i was secondary school. Not so many people nowadays used blog but yet there were still some other people use it. Banyak kenangan yang tak akan pernah padam. Let me create a sajak for today bcoz i too rajin nak bermadah harini. hehehe
