My Sketching

Salam and Hello everyone! How's your day? Hope everything is fine :) Nothing much to write up here. I just wanna drop some sketching that I drew a few days ago. If you're interested with my sketching, can directly send your message to me here (>< hihihi joking la. Bcoz I know la my sketching is not really good-looking. That's why I'm kidding) But seriously, for those yang impressed, I'll open order for you so. haha . Here I attach my amateur-masterpiece-sketching that would impress you guys (hahhaha don't take it serious guys!) .

Alhamdulillah! I did it! I'm officially graduated!

Assalamualaikum! Sorry for the inconvenience photo above >< There's no other words that could I say but Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal. If I could tell you guys the struggle of me being a degree's student, I think most students have been through difficulty and struggle. But the way we could handle it is might be quite different. And the pattern of tribulation also differs. That's why we can't judge life of people easily. We're not in their shoes. Maybe we ever had same experience (same test) like other's problem and we could manage the problem wisely and effectively. Then, we consider the other also can solve the problem as the way we do. We forget that, Allah creates millions people in the world, that every single of them can be distinguishably recognize by fingerprint. Subhanallah! . . Same goes to us as a human being, there were times we felt down but there were times we felt so happy. In life, we gonna have ups and downs situation/condition. But don't be depressed! It's a normal life. And you're a normal person. Get yourself back to the Creator of you and universe. Allah! Pray to Him. Have talk in the middle of night with Him. Have faith in Him. Praise Him. And you'll find the serenity. If you couldn't feel happy, ask Him for the happiness in your Dunya life and surely for the blessing in hereafter. I'm not just saying null. But I could find the distinctions between without Allah and with Allah in life.  . . Degree life has taught me many things. I felt so grateful that Allah brought me into DnT. From DnT, I got so many precious thing about Allah (still searching for His Eternity Blessings until end of life). How we could manage our mind to think positively about Allah's planning. Be patient. Sooner or later, you will see. Actually, I felt moody due to my studies. I don't really like to share about my personal life. Let be a general term defines the situation. I got fail in some subjects and it has made me down. Through in my heart, I wanna stop study. I gave up. I was feeling down and wanna made it stop. I can't adapt the way of studies here (University version). I've already set in my mind that I wouldn't graduate with my batchmate on time. Furthermore, last semester was actually mark of my end of degree life.  . . I think miracle had happened in my life. I still remember, how was Ramadhan's month has changed my thought really much. I felt revived. From then, I do reflect myself first. I've got my spirit of study back. Alhamdulillah. I said to my heart, pondering the remaining time, that I should use time wisely and neatly. I got to use the "miracle time" in Ramadhan by making du'a all time especially at time before we break our fast. It was superb time for a person in making du'a that will not be rejected. That's called as holy month in Islamic Calendar. Subhanallah! I continuously make du'as for my studies. May He ease my journey of study smoothly. The most worrying me is final exam of last semester. The result soon will be indicated of my degree's status. Either I would be graduated with my batchmates on time or otherwise. . . Finally! Today, I can see me on that prestige stage that I desire before. I'm officially graduated! WITH MY BATCHMATES! Alhamdulillah.. I can't truly describe that feeling so well. But I know, you can feel it, buddy! The thing that I've always said to myself is, "You're just decorating the flows, but the most best decorator is Allah The Almighty.." Subhanallah! Alhamdulillah! One by one of my du'a has been granted. That was really surprised me! . . Alhamdulillah. Fasa study dah habis. Moga-moga dipermudahkan untuk next phase. Allahumma aameen. Doakan! . . Let me share you guys for some pics of mine! . . Bachelor Degree holder, Faculty of Science and I'm officially graduated in Bachelor Degree of Science(Mathematics) University of Malaya! May Allah ease everything! Aameen.. :)
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Alhamdulillah! Internship has been already DONE!

ALHAMDULILLAH TSUMMA ALHAMDULILLAH. 
I don't know how to express my feeling right now! This is the time that i've been waiting for so long. I couldn't imagine that i could finish my studies in the period of time. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal. With the help of Allah, I could manage myself to finish this degree smoothly. I still remember the struggle that i faced during degree lifetime. I felt give up. I don't have confidence in myself. Until the time of Ramadhan comes over. I do pray to Allah, may He guide me and give me strength to face the reality. I also asked Him, may He ease my journey as student and i try to renew and refresh my intention first so that it would be my first move to remove all negative thoughts and negative vibes that stick on my heart.
Subhanallah. I can see the "miracle" happens. One by one thing that I've been struggling for is resolved. Allah has made them easy for me. And now, Alhamdulillah, my internship was over. I met a lot of good people in that company. Eventho the beginning was like such an 'horror' to me, but at the end i managed to get to know them well. Alhamdulillah. :)
Worries made me fearful. Allah made me tearful. Thanks Allah for all things. Whoever you are, if you're feel sadden right now, worrying about your studies or work, I guarantee you can through hardship simply, If you put Allah first in your life and you'll never be last. Have faith. :)
So, In shaa Allah, on October will be my graduation session. I hope it will be going well. In shaa Allah aameen. Pray for me! Chaiyyok!
Okay then, i decided to attach some photos that have been taken during my degree life. Just want to make it memorable. And that's it! All is my favourite people!

My cutiest FYP partner ^^ (above)

Three prettiest buddies >_< haha (I still remember our first met at DKM 4)

ISM Girls

Pure Math'ians

Our only 'aweks' ><

Something big is awaiting...

Assalamualaikum! After a few months not posting in this blog, so today 24th June 2019, at this morning, Alhamdulillah, i managed to type some beautiful memory post today, in shaa Allah. From previous post, i'd talked about FYP and my last semester of studies. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal. All went well as i didn't expect it would going so well biiznillah. May Allah ease my journey to the end. Aameen.
Actually, I've already done my final year project presentation and poster in my last semester now. Alhamdulillah. Eventho, i went thru them with difficult time and situation. But Allah has ease them for me. hehe Alhamdulillah. So, In shaa Allah, now i need to focus to my next "last" paper for my studies. And next journey is on 1st July2019, i will start my internship at TERENGGANU, and then, i will be graduated soon. In shaa Allah. Pray for me! 
Literally, i wanna talk more about my degree life. Because of lack of time, i need to focus my paper first, then a lot of thing will be coming. So, that's all for today. And, i will update my journey soon as all done. Pray for me! If I do have some time to share something good news, i will do so. In shaa Allah! Wait for my next post, In shaa Allah!
Thank you. May peace be upon you. Have a nice day!

My Last Semester (In shaa Allah)

Assalamualaikum and a very good evening! Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah All praises to Allah. Alhamdulillah Allah still gives me a chance to write this post again in this "reminiscing" blog at this evening (11/02/2019). ehehe
Nothing too much to write. And I just want to make a memory of my life that im getting closer to the end of journey as student in one of university in malaysia. (university "censored") hahaha can't tell you guys about details. 
Okayy today, I am in my 'LAST' semester break in shaaAllah. And still have one semester left to be completed. I'll start my new "LAST" semester on 18th February 2019. And I struggle with my FYP. Hope it would be fine and smooth. May Allah ease everything for me. Aameen :)
After I look at my previous last post is on March, I get through so many things in real life that me, myself have no time to update more post as I want. But it's okay. Many things has changed in the blink of an eye. I've learned a lot of matter to be more a mature person, *but not fully changed la, still struggle for myself to be better from time to time and bit by bit.*
Istiqomah may be hard to a person who really wants to change himself fully. But firstly, we should know, what the precise way to sustain our "Istiqamah" so that it's not easily vanished by jahiliyah. Remember! Everytime we want doing something, we need to have a target or aim first, So, we clearly have target what should we do to achieve the target. And our first target, is being a good person to dearself and otherselves  and mainly is back to Allah.
Okayy I will stop here. okay bye. see ya next time! In shaa ALLAH