Assalamualaikum! Sorry for the inconvenience photo above ><
There's no other words that could I say but Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli haal. If I could tell you guys the struggle of me being a degree's student, I think most students have been through difficulty and struggle. But the way we could handle it is might be quite different. And the pattern of tribulation also differs. That's why we can't judge life of people easily. We're not in their shoes. Maybe we ever had same experience (same test) like other's problem and we could manage the problem wisely and effectively. Then, we consider the other also can solve the problem as the way we do. We forget that, Allah creates millions people in the world, that every single of them can be distinguishably recognize by fingerprint. Subhanallah!
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Same goes to us as a human being, there were times we felt down but there were times we felt so happy. In life, we gonna have ups and downs situation/condition. But don't be depressed! It's a normal life. And you're a normal person. Get yourself back to the Creator of you and universe. Allah! Pray to Him. Have talk in the middle of night with Him. Have faith in Him. Praise Him. And you'll find the serenity. If you couldn't feel happy, ask Him for the happiness in your Dunya life and surely for the blessing in hereafter. I'm not just saying null. But I could find the distinctions between without Allah and with Allah in life.
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Degree life has taught me many things. I felt so grateful that Allah brought me into DnT. From DnT, I got so many precious thing about Allah (still searching for His Eternity Blessings until end of life). How we could manage our mind to think positively about Allah's planning. Be patient. Sooner or later, you will see. Actually, I felt moody due to my studies. I don't really like to share about my personal life. Let be a general term defines the situation. I got fail in some subjects and it has made me down. Through in my heart, I wanna stop study. I gave up. I was feeling down and wanna made it stop. I can't adapt the way of studies here (University version). I've already set in my mind that I wouldn't graduate with my batchmate on time. Furthermore, last semester was actually mark of my end of degree life.
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I think miracle had happened in my life. I still remember, how was Ramadhan's month has changed my thought really much. I felt revived. From then, I do reflect myself first. I've got my spirit of study back. Alhamdulillah. I said to my heart, pondering the remaining time, that I should use time wisely and neatly. I got to use the "miracle time" in Ramadhan by making du'a all time especially at time before we break our fast. It was superb time for a person in making du'a that will not be rejected. That's called as holy month in Islamic Calendar. Subhanallah! I continuously make du'as for my studies. May He ease my journey of study smoothly. The most worrying me is final exam of last semester. The result soon will be indicated of my degree's status. Either I would be graduated with my batchmates on time or otherwise.
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Finally! Today, I can see me on that prestige stage that I desire before. I'm officially graduated! WITH MY BATCHMATES! Alhamdulillah.. I can't truly describe that feeling so well. But I know, you can feel it, buddy! The thing that I've always said to myself is, "You're just decorating the flows, but the most best decorator is Allah The Almighty.." Subhanallah! Alhamdulillah! One by one of my du'a has been granted. That was really surprised me!
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Alhamdulillah. Fasa study dah habis. Moga-moga dipermudahkan untuk next phase. Allahumma aameen. Doakan!
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Let me share you guys for some pics of mine!
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Bachelor Degree holder, Faculty of Science and I'm officially graduated in Bachelor Degree of Science(Mathematics) University of Malaya! May Allah ease everything! Aameen.. :)
